That is what i am feeling now...: that is me...at this moment

Sunday, May 29, 2005

that is me...at this moment


yes, i can feel it, something strange happen until i cant describe it. May be, i really care about it, but i dislike this type of feeling. In another word, i hate the feeling of being love, to love someone that is not belong to me. May be, i am a selfish person, i dunwan to share my heart with other people; my mind that cant be controled by me and also my tear...
I am immersed in blue.Please God, tell me how to do and what to do with it. I try, to forget it as it hasnt turned into the deep. However, I really feel strange now because i dont know where my heart will lead me to, where must i put my heart to although i always true to it. I reallly confused now...If the time can flow back, i hope that it may not happen.
Written by, Giann

3 Comments:

Blogger charmaine koh said...

finally can post my comment 2 u...uhhuu~~~
well,i didnt noe dat wat hv exactly happened 2 u...and mayb i am not ur choice to release ur feeling...
d time will never flow back,so v got to learn how to solve our problem but not escape from dat.and...err...giann,u noe??when u go thru it successful..u really can feel d proggresion of ur mental has been made.
u r a helpful 1...always b kind to help another....and u got to learn to let other ppl to help u...
coz i noe how sorrow is it if u dun let other ppl noe ur problem and now...i am still dun let other ppl 2 noe it...
well...c'mon,gal.b cheer up together!!! ok???

6:23 PM  
Blogger notmadaboutyou said...

well, dont be afraid to live life to its fullest... life is there to hv an experience of all.. togetherness, loneliness, joy's and sorrow..

I too am one of the same kinds of yours.. yet living strong.

Make a choice of what and how and its only you who can do it. Once done, you'll realise that life is beautiful.

cheers

8:28 PM  
Anonymous .... said...

die lah
always dreaming
will die 1

3:51 PM  

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